#44 First fall in love with yourself and enjoy from there the delights of life, from the abundance that´s already in you...

That sounds weird, doesn't it? But it is the same. What we all seek is within us, is always there, was always there and will always be there. You've heard that many times, I suppose. But mental understanding will not help you, only the true feeling and perception of your divine essence will open this truth for you. You can still read 100 spiritual books, travel to big gurus, search everywhere and there is nothing wrong with that. At some point it will exhaust you so much, soften you, let you resign ... hopefully. Then you are ready to stop, stop yourself as a person, stop your programs and give up. Give up the search and find out with all your being. Here and now...it's here, right now in this moment...