#43 What do you use to not be intimate with yourself? What is your personal drug to not feel what is alive in you in every moment?

We all give ourselves the "drug shot" several times a day, the dopamine kick to cover up what is in us and hurts under the surface. This can be anything, we can even use a prayer to not feel what is alive in us and distract us. This is always a movement away from ourselves, we close ourselves up again and send what has made it´s way to the surface to get released back into our system. "No, you're not welcome, I don't want you, not yet, to overwhelming"....that's the message towards these parts in us. This is avoidance and blocks the natural flow of energy in you more and more. What you really are, the energy that naturally lives in you cannot come to light. Everything that lies above wants to be felt briefly, appear in your space for a moment without any judgement and then say goodbye. Your system is constantly trying to free itself from the old to make space for the truth...for ecstasy, love, joy and bliss.