Spiritual Stylism (English Version)

To feel yourself pur and vulnerable again, without masks and rolls, to perceive this raw core in you, that is intimacy for me. You allow yourself to see yourself completely, with everything that is there and to love and fully accept you with it. No judgement, no "wanting to get rid of it", pure acceptance for everything that is there. Then the protective walls collapse more and more, because there is nothing left to hide. You recognise this innocent and untouched core in you again and an incomparable closeness and depth to yourself arises. Only then can you be really close to someone else.

I invite you to courageously and truthfully question your deeper intentions behind your actions. And don't stop at the first answer you get, it's definitely  coming from your ego, dive deeper and deeper and be bold. Why are you really calling your friend? To hear how he oder she is doing? Or because you're actually lonely underneath? There is nothing wrong with it, but own it and take care of this loneliness with yourself first, let it be there, feel it and then let it go. Or why do you want to apologise to someone? Really for the other person? Or to be able to feel the superficial "peace" and "harmony" in yourself again, because you do not want to feel the feelings of guilt that have been waiting for your loving attention and embrace for ages. You are not a giver if you carry out your actions out of a deeper lack in your person. Then you take energy from the other to replenish yourself for a short moment, to get short-term satisfaction and deep inside you it continues to ferment... until the next opportunity that life offers you.

Are you living in the zone of magic? Do you know, it´s just a question of the vibration you are in, as your higher self IS pure magic, is where the miracles happen, is beyond logic, is infinite and abundant. As this is what we truly are, we can access this state at any moment. Most humans have forgotten about this, have forgotten about the truth, it seems they have lost access to that state, but that is a lie, it´s just hidden underneath the persona and their believes and story. Wake up and live your live out of your higher self and NOT out of a program in the matrix. It´s not complicated or just for so called "special beings", it´s for you and me, for everyone who is willing to drop the false self.

Be at peace with reality, even if it is challenging. If you are not at peace with the now, you are emanating more energy on what you do not want. Energy always follows the attention. You struggle with the movie on the screen instead of transforming the projection wich comes from within you and that is causing the story on the screen. What is, is already there, it has already manifested. How much sense does it make to fight against it? None at all.  If your vessel is full to the limit, how are new things supposed to get in there? Always remember, you don't get what you want, you will get what you already are! Therein lies the magic, the power and the change.

That sounds weird, doesn't it? But it is the same. What we all seek is within us, is always there, was always there and will always be there. You've heard that many times, I suppose. But mental understanding will not help you, only the true feeling and perception of your divine essence will open this truth for you. You can still read 100 spiritual books, travel to big gurus, search everywhere and there is nothing wrong with that. At some point it will exhaust you so much, soften you, let you resign ... hopefully. Then you are ready to stop, stop yourself as a person, stop your programs and give up. Give up the search and find out with all your being. Here and now...it's here, right now in this moment...

We all give ourselves the "drug shot" several times a day, the dopamine kick to cover up what is in us and hurts under the surface. This can be anything, we can even use a prayer to not feel what is alive in us and distract us. This is always a movement away from ourselves, we close ourselves up again and send what has made it´s way to the surface to get released back into our system. "No, you're not welcome, I don't want you, not yet, to overwhelming"....that's the message towards these parts in us. This is avoidance and blocks the natural flow of energy in you more and more. What you really are, the energy that naturally lives in you cannot come to light. Everything that lies above wants to be felt briefly, appear in your space for a moment without any judgement and then say goodbye. Your system is constantly trying to free itself from the old to make space for the truth...for ecstasy, love, joy and bliss. 

We are addicts, addicted to our identity, to the next drug shot, to be able to identify ourselves again and again with something, with something that keeps this person that we are playing here alive. As long as we fully identify with this character, we are prisoners. Only once you have looked at the stage from the perspective of the viewer, the pure consciousness, have focussed your gaze on your avatar, a choice begins, a piece of freedom begins, life begins. Everything that you can perceive can´t be you, as you would have disappeared already like thoughts, emotions, sensations...all objects, they all come and go, over and over, what lasts is you! Consciousness is the only truth thats existing!

Isn't that an exciting question? Who would we be if we had never been conditioned and could fully express our unique energy? That would be true authenticity and truthfulness. Play with it a little, if there was no fear, no doubt, no feelings of not being worthy in you and you would conquer the world like Pippi Longstocking. Free and full of confidence and inner security you wake up in the morning and are "excited" to create. Without intention and pressure that an specific outcome, in the energy of innocence, simply because you are alive and want to play, as a natural expression of your essence, like inhaling and exhaling. All´ your talents and gifts for this incarnation, your authentic expression lives in you, they are always there. Reconnect with the child have been, with the innocent energy where everything was possible, because it still is. These false limitations live only in your head, they are not your truth,  only part of this earthly game. Dismiss them from your system and be free.

Be gentle and loving with yourself and have compassion and love for everything that appears in you. The way back to our essence is sometimes very challenging, but there is nothing more worthwhile. To feel life, how it flows through you, how you are one with it and everything that is, you can't experience that if you remain closed. Embrace everything in you, not just the so called light and be gentle and loving with yourself...be your best friend.

Thoughts are not free. We can´t just "think wildly" and assume that there are no consequences here. Everything in this universe is energy, everything vibrates, including our thoughts. As you know by now, thoughts and emotions form an electromagnetic field from which we create and which we can also direct on other people and things through our focus. So everything has an effect, on your own life and on the lives of the people you think of. You send energy out into the universe and if it is negative energy for example, because you are angry with someone, then be sure that it arrives with the other person. Be careful with your thoughts, take responsibility for them and be the master in your own home.